im tiresz.....really tirez...ever since sch start i have been getting sleepless nights and homework stress....causing the lack of updates....
or it could be that i am juz plain lazy.....
hmmm....alot have happened over da weeekz....
they are, in no particular order :
bought 2 shirts...
ate breakfast with ken....
did ica1 presentation for ict applications for business...
get to know the new classmates in my new class....
became the module representative for essentials of financial and management accounting....
bought some cookies for mother day and helped my tep frenz .....
and much more...
time really flies.... we are soon approaching to the end of the month again...
at first, i really wanted april to end... and i could buy my laptop with my next pay....
but now, i just want to make the time stop for me.... lectures and tutorials seems to end so fast...
i dun even remb what i learned .....crapz....i feel so useless....
i wan to do a good job, but why am i failing in whatevar i am trying ?
i dun understand.....
i really dun...
someone please come and help me....
i cant hang on much longer.....gonna collapse and break down at this rate.....
i noe i shouldnt be complaining when my shedule for work is half of the others......
but everything just seems so....so heavy....T_T
i dun wan to be brand as stupid.... or let people make fun of me.... but i just cant do anything to stop them argh.... double crap....
author's note:
(sorry for making you people who came my blog to read about my sad, pathetic life....juz bear with me.... and my frustrations that simply cannot be contained. )
just thought that people might want to know who i am, and where i came from....
it started with a baby borned in 4th of october 1988, and in a place call serangoon....
from a nursery juz bside my house......crying once my mother wasnt in my line of sight and less then a metre in height.....
then a kindergarden where the only thing i remembered was the computer lessons i took....
oh and btw... i started wearing glasses in kindergarden aready.....
den came zhonghua primary school.... very convient at that time... cuz the sch was juz right behind my house.....again ..i can only remember me running home during recess to take my forgotten stuffs....like textbooks, homeworks... etc etc....oh.. i remb...that i aready had a playstation in primary5....and there was one classmate of mine who lived just on the sixth storey...and he often came downstairs to play my ps with me....
primary sch life was boring... both my parents went to work and came back at night... i was locked at home after school every day... i would sit by the door of my house and daydream of getting out.......*sigh*....every night i went to bed at 7pm sharp.
getting into secondary was hard... as i cant seem to remember what happened during my sec1 and 2 life..... i was erm short and playful and pay no attention to classes.....at that time, everyone had to have a CCA, also knowned as ECA at that time.... alas...foolish am i as i went to join NCC... lolz.... while everyone was sleeping on saturday monringz, i had to sacrifice my precious pokemon and digimon showtimes and do jumping jacks and starjumps at the sch basketball court.... but as time went by ... i became accustomed to this kind of timings.....
to those who wants to see how i look last time... tadasz !~~ see !
fat and chubby.... hohoh isit christmas yet ? -_-until i reached poly... i understood that great things dun fall onto u easily....u gotta work hard for what u wan...and sometimes even if u work really hard... u may get nothing... or even have to scarifice urself.....
ok ... i dunnoe what i am talking about...
maybe i am juz tires of my life....
nitez =]